today was like any other day :LL
scienceeee was alrites i gueess :LL hahahs !
dennis wanted to put on foundation :LL whatta funny kuntt
as usual the dumbkunt tries to own me and my llife goes on :L
a chick tried to make me emo but failed :D ahhas !!
it was pouring like shieeeett !
me and gina was running around in the rain :D:D
heeheee ;)
we are soo childisshhh :LL
our hair was like full wet and got a bit headache.
angeline offered me some panadol and accidently gave me too much :LL
with the left overs, she tries to sell a tablet for 5 bucks each :LL
HAHAHAHS ! :)
and and ! she tried to make mr ngovv buy it
funnnnnnnnnnyyyy :LL
sadly , i couldnt go to his bdae coz of stupid tudoorrr ==
anywayss :D NEARLY HOLIDAYSSS !:):)

whats the point ? LOL

whatever.
i dont care.

jst smile and live my own life ;)

As the scenery goes down..

Theres a lump in my heart
weneva i see your picture, the lump gets worse.
I noe that what i did wasnt great, and everytime i keep on blaming myself, i cry my heart out.
i wonder if it will recover,
those tears run down my face slowly
telling me that every part i did was guilty
.. so many things had hapened..
i tried cutting the string
it did, but theres only one strand hanging on left..
i dont noe why ..
it posses me .
i want to be free, i want to not feel this aching agains.
i dont know what to do ..
im a little girl thats was lost in the woods.
I was used to be an extrovert but now and introvert..
everything how i express myself .. is all misery.
Outside those covers are a fake smile,
deep inside the coovers lived despair..
All i can do is sit and wait, see where it will lead me ..
-sighhs-

whats worth thinking..

what happens when everything goes down
the colours turn to grey
and the smiles turn to frowns.
the laughter and happiniess i had longed for had past its line
-sighhs-
i blame myself for everything
what could i do ?
i was being an idiot
i lost a great trust.. i didnt mean it to happen ..
i guess he is rite, there is always something thats gonna stop me..
-sighhs-
this is the time when everything is down ,
ive done a bad thing and had regreted .
i made my promise but broken it
i blame my self hardcorely for all of these =/
i blame myself soo hard that im crying.
i blame myself for everything ive done, i regret it all..